Trying To Find

Where did you go?
A picture in the distance
A mirage in my desert
Where I am devoid
Of any comforts.
My driest days
And darkest nights
You were supposed to be here
I am trying to find
But binoculars only fake how close you are
Because honestly
You are far too far.
Wish I could keep you closer
Because you are supposed to be
In my heart
And every single thought
My very breath
Is for you
So why do you seem like a ship
Lost at sea
Far off the radar
Of things I can't see.
I try to pull you in
The lighthouse is flashing
But could it be
That all those shining lights
Are trying to grab the attention of me?
Did I miss the call
When you dialed my number
Are you still on the line?
I am still searching
And trying so hard to find.