The gears keep turning
The wheel keeps spinning
Can I get off for a second?
Just to catch my breath
To take away the nauseous feeling
Of going round and round
Not stopping.
You, her, them,
Everyone in between
I just want one second!
I can't balance it all!
The commitments, promises
Because there isn't enough of me
But I want to be there for all of you
So I will keep stretching my limits
And while I do
My mind will keep thinking,
Thinking of schemes
And rebellion
Because when the ball drops
And you're gone
I'll have to face the truth
Of what He wants from me.
Until then, I'll live in the fantasy
Of friendship forever
Which is why I hold on so tight
Because if I feel it
Then I can fake it.
Wow..... after giving blood, not eating, barely sleeping, I don't know where this comes from. I am happy right now, really happy. I lost my high today, but I am blissed out. BH life is good. It's hard, but if it we're easy, it wouldn't be life at all.... Thank you for the good days... IYH many more, and even more with Moshiach Tzidkainu... We need him so badly...
Monday, March 15, 2010
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if i understand what you mean is that you are stressed out with your commitments to others and need/want time for yourself.
ReplyDeletewhile it is important to be a giver rather than a taker, it is also important to remember the words of Chazal "Im ein ani li, mi li-if I am not for myself, who will be for me" meaning sometimes its alright to be a little bit 'selfish' and do for yourself as well.
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