Madness

Fell down... down...

D....

....o.....

.........w......

..............n.....

A rabbit hole

But 

This is not wonderland

There is no Queen of Hearts

Because my heart

Still beats in my body

My head

Still attached at the neck

But

What the heck

I would rather 

Be smoking with the caterpillar

Lost in a haze

Than be wandering

In this

Not-so-wondrous maze

Because there are beasts a-wandering

And as I run

I stumble upon

Madness

Someone

Who might be

Mad for me

Mad about me

A kind of madness

That makes me feel

Like my heart

Can conquer anything

Monsters will not scare me

And trouble will not terrorize

But

As I open my eyes

In the bright light

I realize

That the rabbit hole

Was just my front stairs

And now my back hurts from falling

And my heart hurts

From wishing.