When all else fails, the yetzer hara will pull out his dirtiest tactic- confusion.
You know Pandora's box? Confusion was in there.. confusion WAS the box... So it makes sense that unleashing it caused a lot of problems.
Why is confusion so bad?
When we know the difference between right and wrong, when it's clear, there is struggle, but it's obvious. Throw confusion in there, then the struggle is blurred and mixed up.
I see that sneaky little hand of confusion come up and suddenly, nothing makes sense.
And if there is anything more torturous... It's confusion.
I hope you find clarity soon, and through that, find your own peace.