Switch the name, and this book would fit my day perfectly. It started with waking up... as in, I had no interest in getting up and wanted to stay in bed. Then, in continued with, getting out of bed late, not eating breakfast... (and that is never a good thing...)... and then some really shocking, horrible, terrible, no good, very bad news... In the past week I have had at least five or more crying outbursts-- so not ok.
And after today's "scandalous incident" I am left to wonder-- What is it that G-d wants from me? It's true... there is A LOT I could be working on currently.... But really, what is the message I am supposed to be getting here? Truth be told, I haven't the faintest idea... Is it something of epic proportions? Or just... a little light on the blink...?
What's the meaning behind this message? Or... the message behind this meaning?
Sounds frustrating. I'm sorry :(
ReplyDeleteit's very, very difficult to remember this - but we must try to anyway: everything is l'tova, regardless whether we see it or not.
Taking a deep breath, drinking water, getting some fresh air, listening to music, and speaking to HaShem usually helps me deal.
I always post prematurely... pretty soon after posting I got a HUGE happy surprise...
ReplyDeleteThank you for the advice... I'll definitely try some of those ideas....