We became friends in a minute... and in a second, I wanted it to end.
Soon, it became suffocating... notes in my locker... I couldn't breathe. I couldn't look at her.
I went cold. Froze her out.
Then.... guilt thawed the ice and I told her.. then it became weird.
I talked to someone about it... I really just needed a break.... Time away from it all.
Summer was a good distraction. And I saw her at the end. It was... Hi. Bye.
Now... I said I wanted to talk. But I need guidance first. I am not the type to discriminate.. but something about her... scares me. I just want.. to cut her out... ignore all the texts... phone calls...
Hard to do when we are on the same team.. and sit next to each other in first period English...
I really just... want it to end.
What would you do?
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
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if you want it to end? Really want it to end?
ReplyDeleteYou have to tell her..its not easy..for anyone but she does not want to be a pity friend..so let her know..honesty is the best policy in these cases